I think you believe something along the lines of -- "it's [too early] / [too naive] for you to build or join a formal institution along existing models (startups, governments, cooperatives, etc)

What's an institution you really long to build, but you have to tell yourself "it's not worth it, atm", and why?

in some sense my big dream all along has been to build a truly fantastic media organisation. I’m doing a 1-man version of it for now. it’s not worth formalizing beyond that because the unit economics doesn’t work, needing to pay $ etc distorts the incentives (which is why no really amazing media org exists)

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