You’ve said before that you’re afraid for having too much power before you’re ready/worthy of it (sorry if I’m misrepresenting you) How close to ready do you feel today? How “on-pace” do you feel?
I think I could comfortably-ish take on 10x, maybe 100x the power I have rn. I mean it will be a challenge but I think I’m well-prepared for it. But I’m not in a rush to seek it out, I simply continue my training and receive it as it comes